oh man... been really busy! teaching classes, teaching smu peeps, learning choreos and blah blah...haha! but im not regretting it! thx to ter, got new source of income! haha! when i got enuff assignments, shall give the crew a treat. cheap cheap only!


sorry to the people i neglected... haha! will make it up to u k! =)


its 41 days to concert... anxious and darn nervous about it! hoping everything wil turn out well! guys, im taking orders alr!pls send ur orders to me!!

haven blogged in quite awhile~!


things are kinda ok now! dancing everyday and trying to meet up with frens as well! will blog more in detail soon!!

woken up by the fierce thunderstorm,


cant get back to sleep,


and thus i decided to take a walk.


it felt good,


feeling the strong winds blowing against me.


on a strong impulse,


i walked out in the rain.


the strong torrent of raindrops on my skin made me feel that much more alive.


it felt good,


on the point on euphoria.


after getting drenched,


with nothing much but my singlet and shorts,


i could pretty much feel the cold sinking in fast into my body.


just like how some things can struck you as brutally cold.


and i have no choice but to accept it...

disappointement....


dejected...


i tried so hard, seems that the efforts were not recognised.


and down i go, spiralling down the vicious cycle all over again.


=(

today was a great day! better than the rest of this wk so far!


did blocking for my item, progress is quite fast! but gotta churn out my choreos fast man... alot more to cover!

after training went dinner with joanne and shi wei at kopitiam. after that went to meet audrey! hanged around with audrey~! liting joined us followed closely by fion and chansee. after watching fion and liting eat finish, headed to smu!

had some really nice talk on the level 7 studio! got to know everyone better!


Audrey: i know how u feel, i can relate to it. hang in there babe!


fion: *lvl 1 to lvl 10 look!* haha! wait and the right 1 will definitely appear soon!


liting: thanks for always being there gal! i know ur good intentions! dun worry! =)

lets do this again soon k! made my day! =)))

(3x):
I'm stuttering,
Oh oh oh oh oh.

I can't believe it babe,
You got me disarrayed.
I stand up, end up,
It's like I'm stuck in place.
I go to speak my mind,
Forgetting what to say.
You're the only one
Who makes me feel this way.
So at the most,
Baby we might play the silent game
Catch each other's eye again.
But that's where it ends.
Until you ask me my name
And I feel like a kid again.
It's not clear and, I meet again
But I'm so gone.

I don't even know
If I can even be me.
Cause it's so hard to be me
When you're next to me.
If I could say so,
I'd say what I'm feeling.
But I can say so,
My lips just tremble.
I'm stuttering,
Oh oh oh oh oh.
I'm stuttering,
Oh oh oh oh oh.
I'm stuttering,
Oh oh oh oh oh.
What's happening to me,
I keep stuttering.

I wanna conversate,
Tell you how I see your face.
It's so me, it's lovely,
That's exactly what I'd say.
But I'm running out of time
Cause my words are fumbling.
There's no way
I could turn and walk away.
So at the most
Baby we might play the silent game,
Catch each other's eye again.
But that's where it ends.
Until you ask me my name
And I feel like a kid again.
It's not clear and, I meet again (?)
But I'm so gone.

I don't even know
If I can even be me.
Cause it's so hard to be me
When you're next to me.
If I could say so,
I'd say what I'm feeling.
But I can say so,
My lips just tremble.
I'm stuttering,
Oh oh oh oh oh.
I'm stuttering,
Oh oh oh oh oh.
(Don't you hear me stuttering)
I'm stuttering,
Oh oh oh oh oh.
What's happening to me,
I keep stuttering.

And I know what I need
Is to say what I need.
And possibly
This could be
One of my dreams
(Yeah yeah baby)

(X2)
I don't even know
If I can even be me.
Cause it's so hard to be me
When you're next to me.
If I could say so,
I'd say what I'm feeling.
But I can say so,
My lips just tremble.
I'm stuttering,
Oh oh oh oh oh.
I'm stuttering,
Oh oh oh oh oh.
I'm stuttering,
Oh oh oh oh oh.
What's happening to me,
I keep stuttering

title says it all...


it really sucks when you suddenly realised it...


when you guys are out having fun, maybe the thought of even asking me to join you guys slipped your minds. its happened a few times, not once or twice. but when you guys are coming for sessions, the msges start coming in. "do we have a studio today?", "which studio are we using?",
"can try get studio today?". so thats what im worth to you guys huh? if thats so, then just screw off man. like seriously just FUCK OFF!


thanks liting and fion for trying to make me feel better. its ok! dun bother trying. i cant be bothered by it now anyways. too busy and i dun want it to spoil my day too. will still try and meet you 2 when im free or something k.

do NOT take me as a FREE PROVIDER of the dance studio and a FREE SUPPLIER of songs!

DUN ABUSE THE PRIVILEDGES GIVEN TO YOU GUYS!

If u cant keep your word to a friend, what good are you as a friend? i've been helping you keep your stupid little secret for ages without even leaking anything out. is it so difficult to just keep your promises to me? a stupid little favor i asked from you and its been like 2-3 wks down and its not even done yet... obviously im not that much regarded as a friend to you i guess.

so many dayssss never blog!

HAHAH! but very tired la everyday...

KO NIGHT: VERY GOOD EXPERIENCE! love it! LOVE MY PARTNER! LOVE BLACK TIES! LOVE LOST & FOUND! WE LEVELED UP TGT! very happy with everyone's performance! thanks for the supporters who came too! hahah!!

stay over at liting's place: OMG!!! SO FUN! WIIing rox! hahah! so many unglam vids man! but we had fun! thanks fo having us over!

service: SERVICE IS TOTALLY AWESOME! GOT BLOWN AWAY BY ONE MAN WHO CAN ACT OUT LIKE 10 PPL ON HIS OWN!! REVITALISED!

dance crew audition: THE AUDITION WAS SCARY MAN! SO MANY PPL AUDITIONING!! STANDARD DEINITELY HIGHER THAN PROJECT O AUDITIONS! got thru to round 2... guess wads round 2?CYPHER!!hahah!have to form a circle and cypher man! i was so worried cuz freestyling is my weakest link... guess i did ok cuz when i went out, its changed to LA/lyrical beats! HAHA! so managed to play ard with the beats! hope i GET IN!

to ovation: guys! i wun be coming for sessions as often already! preparations for my concert has started and i have to teach them already. but i'll still try to drop by and stuff! keep on dancing, keep on improving and remember to have the focus when u guys are training k!

GO OVATION!!!


IMPROM 2

BLACK TIES

LOST & FOUND

LETS DO OUR BEST FOR KO NIGHT!!!!

been lazy to blog the past few days! been really tired cuz im training for KO night! hahah! so random i know! but im joining with audrey from TPDE! woo! Hope we can do well! HEHE!

jiayou Black Ties, Lost & Found and Improm 2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!