I have a hundred and one thoughts going on in my mind,
but i just cannot put them down into words.
Why does my life have to be this sucky?
why can't i have a normal family?
just like everyone else...

Frantically trying to look for another place to stay,
but financial constraints are limiting my options.
Told my mum that i wanted to move back,
her answer, "let me think about it..."

God, if this is your trial for me,
i do not know if i will pull through.
i need your help now...
maybe im not as strong as i think i was...
but im at my wits end now.

send me an angel...