Dance with me...

bittersweet....

2009-11-22T21:11:00.002+08:00

saw this somewhere...

"I've recently developed some kind of feelings for a guy in my college dorm. It merely started as a liking for his good looks, nothing more. But after a couple of weeks, we were just together with a group of friends, walking back from a night out. I don't know if it was the way the streets were dimly lit, or how the rain was still damp on the ground, it's horribly cliche but i found myself becoming more attracted to his boyish grin and the way his eyes mock my silly jokes. We bonded over music, over songs that are constantly played on my ipod. That night i fell asleep wondering how fun it would be to go to a concert with him, now, i often think of him when certain songs fill my headphones, and I wonder if he's listening to the same thing; the walls are pretty thin, and sometimes when i play our mutual favorite song, it's my way of saying 'this is for you'.

I'm generally extremely confident and comfortable in my own skin and looks, but with guys i crush on, it never actually turns out the way i hope, and so i've found that now, with him, i keep second guessing myself and annoying my friends with the constant insecurities. Everyone knows, somehow, except for him. But it's good, because i kind of have a claim to him without him knowing,and i can allow my eyes to linger on his for a few seconds longer than it should for a platonic relationship, I can ask him if he's feeling better from his cold without looking like an overprotective stalker, and I even allow myself to gush over 'hot guys', guys i would never choose over him if it comes down to it.

I love his smiles, and his sarcastic remarks over my klutziness, I find myself holding my breath when we accidently bump into each other in the hall, and it's good, in a way, to be right next to him, because I'm strangely comforted by the fact that he hasn't brought anyone back with him.

I'm by no means a stalker, or in love, and in fact, this story probably won't warm your heart or make you gush like the others, but sometimes, somewhere, not everybody's falling in love or crying over shattered hearts, they develop crushes that puts them on a slight high, even if it may amount to nothing, it's thinking about the possibilities, finding songs that match your feelings, writing about it, glorifying it. Sometimes, for some of us, it's enough. It's what we need for now.

I want him to pick up on some kind of clue, I think I won't be able to do a junior high 'i kind of like you' speech, but right now, i'm content with just sending him subtle glances, becoming giddy about the possibilities, and just enjoying the warm, fuzzy feelings I haven't had in quite a while. It feels slightly cheesy and seems so un-college, so unsexy or wild, it's a retro, young kind of crush, and I just realized how much I missed feeling like this."

these bitter sweet feelings are sometimes so frustrating, but yet fulfilling at times too...

no time for any deep thoughtful posts for now...back to mugging!

SHOESSS

2009-11-06T18:12:00.004+08:00

DAMN! LOVE THOSE SHOES!! WOOO!! USD$160!!

gonna get em all!! woohoo!!

=)

2009-10-30T18:12:00.003+08:00

lunch today was good! great company!

ahahah!

temporary distraction from the harsh reality happening on around.

choice...

2009-10-24T22:09:00.001+08:00

it seems whatever choice i made is no use at all...

im either too late,

or i don't even get to make the choice.

FML

=(

2009-10-23T01:27:00.000+08:00

and im just indecisive...

gotta make a decision soon...

Goodbye my dearest bro!

2009-10-19T11:10:00.007+08:00

MARTIN the short ASS!

*Goodbye*

Like sand, falling in an hour glass
Time's run out
Now all of your bags are packed
And there's no way out
Though i've been dreading this day
No, i won't ask you to stay

Chorus:
Goodbye, but i hope its not the end
I'll keep the faith, that i'll see you again
As you go, cause now is the time
Your dreams take flight
I hope in everything you do
May the Lord be your guide
Until we meet again
This is goodbye

As your page turns, to start a new chapter
Please be strong
When the nights get too cold, and days too bitter
You gotta hold on
Just think of the times we've shared
Look in your heart, and you'll find me there

Chorus:
Goodbye, but i hope its not the end
I'll keep the faith, that i'll see you again
As you go, cause now is the time
Your dreams take flight
I hope in everything you do
May the Lord be your guide
Until we meet again
This is goodbye

goodbye...

*song courtesy of gen*

Dearest bro martin,

u've brought much joy into my life and even reignited my passion for dance when i was going through my down

period in dance.The memories we shared will be held close to my heart (it sounds gay,but i mean it bro). All the sessions,outings,L4D sessions and talk cock sessions is still vivid in my mind. You will be missed as my dance mate,my fren and my bro! Be SURE to FLY BACK when u r FREE COCKSTER!!!!

You will be sorely missed...

been a loooong time...

2009-10-19T00:25:00.002+08:00

Well, i really haven't been posting in ages.

LAZINESS!! HAHAH!!

well school is pretty hectic coupled with my dance commitments...

just wanna say that i have someone in mind at the moment!! =P

will be making a more detailed update soon!

down...

2009-08-06T02:04:00.003+08:00

I have a hundred and one thoughts going on in my mind,
but i just cannot put them down into words.
Why does my life have to be this sucky?
why can't i have a normal family?
just like everyone else...

Frantically trying to look for another place to stay,
but financial constraints are limiting my options.
Told my mum that i wanted to move back,
her answer, "let me think about it..."

God, if this is your trial for me,
i do not know if i will pull through.
i need your help now...
maybe im not as strong as i think i was...
but im at my wits end now.

send me an angel...

Starring SMU!

2009-07-21T17:38:00.004+08:00

click-nasri

2009-07-21T17:29:00.001+08:00

Verse 1
I am patient-ly waiting on you to get dressed girl
I'm gonna sit here
while you put your face on
playin with your make up oh (oh oh)
damn you look so good it hurts me
the design of your body is perfect
oh oh oh oh (oh oh oh oh yeah)
I don't deserve you girl

(CHORUS)
and i'm like stop
let me take a men-tal shot
of this moment
ooh baby drop (drop)
everything you're doing right now and just hold it (hold it for me)
CLICK CLICK CLICK
pose for me pose for me
come on and pose for me pose for me
you know you want to

Verse 2
you are fashion
the latest style on the scene girl i mean it (mean it mean it)
I am reacting (reacted)
loosing the cool in my knees and i'm feein (feelin for you) for you
and girl every time i click I goes crazy (crazy)
you got the lens in my camera saying / oh oh oh oh (oh oh oh oh yeah)
I don't deserve you girl

CHORUS
and i'm like stop
let me take a men-tal shot
of this moment
ooh baby drop (drop)
everything you're doing right now and just hold it (hold it for me)
CLICK CLICK CLICK
pose for me pose for me
come on and pose for me pose for me
you know you want to

my camera loves you girl

Maybe-Jay Sean

2009-07-21T00:55:00.000+08:00

(Verse 1)
Beep Beep Oh Look Now There Goes My Phone
And Once Again Im Just Hoping Its A Text From You

(Bridge)
It Aint Right i read your Messages Twice thrice
Four Times A Night Its True
Everyday I Patiently Wait
Feeling Like A Fool But I Do Anyway
Nothing Can Feel As Sweet And As Real
As Knowing I Wasn't Waiting In Vain

(Chorus)
And Maybe Its True (may be its true) Im caught Up On You
Maybe Theres A Chance That you're
Stuck On Me Too
So Maybe Im wrong Its All In My Head
Maybe We're Afraid of Words We Both Hadnt Said

(Verse 2)
I'm Always Connected Online
Hooked On *Facebook* All The Time
Hoping You've Checked My Profile
just cant help wondering why
you play it cool cz,
im hopelessly falling for you

*every nite on my phone i
hook up with you
and i dont even like it girl
all chookin in side
why dont you and i
come owt and see what were thrying to hide *
Find More lyrics at www.sweetslyrics.com

(Chorus)
And Maybe Its True Oh (may be its true) Im caught Up On You
(Maybe Yeh)Maybe Thers A Chance That You're Stuck On Me Too
So Maybe Im wrong Its All,In My Head
Maybe We're Afraid Words We Both Hadnt Said

*like i realy want you
i think i need you
baby i miss you
im thinking of you* (*2)

(Chorus)
And Maybe Its True Oh (may be its true) Im caught Up On You
(Maybe Yeh)Maybe Thers A Chance That You're Stuck On Me Too
So Maybe Im wrong Its All,In My Head
Maybe We're Afraid Words We Both Hadnt Said (*2)

maybe it is true
im caught up on you
maybe i am wrong
baby i miss you

SMU Eurhythmix Dance Production: RAW!

2009-06-11T00:36:00.005+08:00

peeps! show some LOVE and come for SMU Eurhythmix's very 1st production done mostly by student choreographers! order tix from me! =)

Robin Thicke---Against the World

2009-06-09T14:47:00.002+08:00

These days it's hard to find
someone to love
once you find them
you don't want to give up

And now I know that we're
both alone in this
it's just me and you
against the world

And there's me
and there's you
It's just me and you
against the world

(Oh girl)

And, what am I supposed to do
the alarms are going
off in my head
and It's dangerous
yes It's complicated

We're the only ones who get it
the only ones that want this
the only ones who believe
in love

It's just the two of us
getting into love
It take two of us
to change the world

I've got you
you've got me
It's just me and you
against the world

Girl, you got me so
crazy in longing
and I know it's
wrong but so right

and i'm holding you
I have been dreaming
and I can't let you go
now, you're mine

Girl, what am I supposed to do
the alarms are going
off in my head

It's just the two of us
getting into love
It takes two of us
to change the world

I got you
you got me
It's just me and you
against the world

It's just the two of us
getting into love
It takes two of us
to change the world

really like this song...meaningful lyrics and all! if only...

busy...

2009-05-29T11:10:00.002+08:00

oh man... been really busy! teaching classes, teaching smu peeps, learning choreos and blah blah...haha! but im not regretting it! thx to ter, got new source of income! haha! when i got enuff assignments, shall give the crew a treat. cheap cheap only!

sorry to the people i neglected... haha! will make it up to u k! =)

its 41 days to concert... anxious and darn nervous about it! hoping everything wil turn out well! guys, im taking orders alr!pls send ur orders to me!!

hmm..

2009-05-17T01:01:00.001+08:00

haven blogged in quite awhile~!

things are kinda ok now! dancing everyday and trying to meet up with frens as well! will blog more in detail soon!!

rain

2009-05-09T11:44:00.002+08:00

woken up by the fierce thunderstorm,

cant get back to sleep,

and thus i decided to take a walk.

it felt good,

feeling the strong winds blowing against me.

on a strong impulse,

i walked out in the rain.

the strong torrent of raindrops on my skin made me feel that much more alive.

it felt good,

on the point on euphoria.

after getting drenched,

with nothing much but my singlet and shorts,

i could pretty much feel the cold sinking in fast into my body.

just like how some things can struck you as brutally cold.

and i have no choice but to accept it...

=(

2009-05-09T01:31:00.001+08:00

disappointement....

dejected...

i tried so hard, seems that the efforts were not recognised.

and down i go, spiralling down the vicious cycle all over again.

=(

i love chilling!

2009-05-07T23:37:00.002+08:00

today was a great day! better than the rest of this wk so far!

did blocking for my item, progress is quite fast! but gotta churn out my choreos fast man... alot more to cover!

after training went dinner with joanne and shi wei at kopitiam. after that went to meet audrey! hanged around with audrey~! liting joined us followed closely by fion and chansee. after watching fion and liting eat finish, headed to smu!

had some really nice talk on the level 7 studio! got to know everyone better!

Audrey: i know how u feel, i can relate to it. hang in there babe!

fion: *lvl 1 to lvl 10 look!* haha! wait and the right 1 will definitely appear soon!

liting: thanks for always being there gal! i know ur good intentions! dun worry! =)

lets do this again soon k! made my day! =)))

Mario-stuttering

2009-05-07T11:10:00.000+08:00

(3x):
I'm stuttering,
Oh oh oh oh oh.

I can't believe it babe,
You got me disarrayed.
I stand up, end up,
It's like I'm stuck in place.
I go to speak my mind,
Forgetting what to say.
You're the only one
Who makes me feel this way.
So at the most,
Baby we might play the silent game
Catch each other's eye again.
But that's where it ends.
Until you ask me my name
And I feel like a kid again.
It's not clear and, I meet again
But I'm so gone.

I don't even know
If I can even be me.
Cause it's so hard to be me
When you're next to me.
If I could say so,
I'd say what I'm feeling.
But I can say so,
My lips just tremble.
I'm stuttering,
Oh oh oh oh oh.
I'm stuttering,
Oh oh oh oh oh.
I'm stuttering,
Oh oh oh oh oh.
What's happening to me,
I keep stuttering.

I wanna conversate,
Tell you how I see your face.
It's so me, it's lovely,
That's exactly what I'd say.
But I'm running out of time
Cause my words are fumbling.
There's no way
I could turn and walk away.
So at the most
Baby we might play the silent game,
Catch each other's eye again.
But that's where it ends.
Until you ask me my name
And I feel like a kid again.
It's not clear and, I meet again (?)
But I'm so gone.

I don't even know
If I can even be me.
Cause it's so hard to be me
When you're next to me.
If I could say so,
I'd say what I'm feeling.
But I can say so,
My lips just tremble.
I'm stuttering,
Oh oh oh oh oh.
I'm stuttering,
Oh oh oh oh oh.
(Don't you hear me stuttering)
I'm stuttering,
Oh oh oh oh oh.
What's happening to me,
I keep stuttering.

And I know what I need
Is to say what I need.
And possibly
This could be
One of my dreams
(Yeah yeah baby)

(X2)
I don't even know
If I can even be me.
Cause it's so hard to be me
When you're next to me.
If I could say so,
I'd say what I'm feeling.
But I can say so,
My lips just tremble.
I'm stuttering,
Oh oh oh oh oh.
I'm stuttering,
Oh oh oh oh oh.
I'm stuttering,
Oh oh oh oh oh.
What's happening to me,
I keep stuttering

being made used of sucks...

2009-05-07T00:15:00.002+08:00

title says it all...

it really sucks when you suddenly realised it...

when you guys are out having fun, maybe the thought of even asking me to join you guys slipped your minds. its happened a few times, not once or twice. but when you guys are coming for sessions, the msges start coming in. "do we have a studio today?", "which studio are we using?",
"can try get studio today?". so thats what im worth to you guys huh? if thats so, then just screw off man. like seriously just FUCK OFF!

thanks liting and fion for trying to make me feel better. its ok! dun bother trying. i cant be bothered by it now anyways. too busy and i dun want it to spoil my day too. will still try and meet you 2 when im free or something k.

pissed off...

2009-05-05T23:48:00.002+08:00

do NOT take me as a FREE PROVIDER of the dance studio and a FREE SUPPLIER of songs!

DUN ABUSE THE PRIVILEDGES GIVEN TO YOU GUYS!

If u cant keep your word to a friend, what good are you as a friend? i've been helping you keep your stupid little secret for ages without even leaking anything out. is it so difficult to just keep your promises to me? a stupid little favor i asked from you and its been like 2-3 wks down and its not even done yet... obviously im not that much regarded as a friend to you i guess.

updates!

2009-05-05T00:41:00.002+08:00

so many dayssss never blog!

HAHAH! but very tired la everyday...

KO NIGHT: VERY GOOD EXPERIENCE! love it! LOVE MY PARTNER! LOVE BLACK TIES! LOVE LOST & FOUND! WE LEVELED UP TGT! very happy with everyone's performance! thanks for the supporters who came too! hahah!!

stay over at liting's place: OMG!!! SO FUN! WIIing rox! hahah! so many unglam vids man! but we had fun! thanks fo having us over!

service: SERVICE IS TOTALLY AWESOME! GOT BLOWN AWAY BY ONE MAN WHO CAN ACT OUT LIKE 10 PPL ON HIS OWN!! REVITALISED!

dance crew audition: THE AUDITION WAS SCARY MAN! SO MANY PPL AUDITIONING!! STANDARD DEINITELY HIGHER THAN PROJECT O AUDITIONS! got thru to round 2... guess wads round 2?CYPHER!!hahah!have to form a circle and cypher man! i was so worried cuz freestyling is my weakest link... guess i did ok cuz when i went out, its changed to LA/lyrical beats! HAHA! so managed to play ard with the beats! hope i GET IN!

to ovation: guys! i wun be coming for sessions as often already! preparations for my concert has started and i have to teach them already. but i'll still try to drop by and stuff! keep on dancing, keep on improving and remember to have the focus when u guys are training k!

day of reckoning

2009-05-02T00:50:00.001+08:00

GO OVATION!!!

IMPROM 2

BLACK TIES

LOST & FOUND

LETS DO OUR BEST FOR KO NIGHT!!!!

IMPROM 2

2009-05-01T01:26:00.002+08:00

been lazy to blog the past few days! been really tired cuz im training for KO night! hahah! so random i know! but im joining with audrey from TPDE! woo! Hope we can do well! HEHE!

jiayou Black Ties, Lost & Found and Improm 2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YAY! dance level up!

2009-04-28T00:54:00.002+08:00

YESSSSSS!!!!!! GIN SAID I IMPROVED! WOOOO!!!! she said my choreo is very un-niger since she saw my choreo before. but its a good and fresh change! YAY! i attempted lyrical LA as opposed to doing my usual style of groove. wanted to challenge myself! and i think i did pretty ok!heheh! just gotta work harder on my showmanship! thanks to shi wei for his comments too! the emix dancers say my choreo made me look quite 'shuai'! HAHAHAH!

i think my efforts is paying off in small bits and pieces. but theres definitely more room for more improvements! am gonna work more on my extentions, isolations and control! daniel from o school once told me, "never be contented with your dance skills. Once you are, thats when you stop growing and be stagnant! always be hungry to improve even more!"i am so gonna put in extra effort to do a good job for my july production! =)

unsunny sunday

2009-04-26T23:44:00.002+08:00

BOOO! wanna tan at sentosa! BUT it RAINED when we reached sentosa! OMG! so sian... then we ended up playing polar bear in the pavillion! shi wei, daniel, ritin, hui yan. huang jing, simin, beverly and me. poor daniel keep getting killed in the 1st round for 3 games! HAHAH! then when the rained cleared up, went to play frisbee!

met my dear mei mei liting for dinner! haha! so fickle minded! 1 min want ramen, then sushi and in the end, she wanted thai express! HAHAH! went to ben & jerrys at the cathay to chill!had a great time toking to you gal! HAHA!

im glad for the friends i've made for the past mth or two... got to know some really great people! at least they are more genuine and less pretentious than some of the people who are in the dance scene. am hoping to see our friendship blossom even more! =)

p.s. have a safe flight gal!will be missing you alright? =)

Crazy Kind Of Love- Mario

2009-04-25T01:17:00.001+08:00

You tolerate the calls
Till 3 o'clock in the morning
It's tearing you apart
Trying to ignore it
I know you wanna say it's love
But girl it's so obvious

I ain't trying to be in your business
From the looks of things he don't care
So tell me why he ain't coming back yet
If he loves you girl he'll be there

Wake up, Baby wake up
Tell that zero that you
Went to get his weight up
He can't do nothing cause he got no paper
It's a crazy kind of love

I think you better wake up, baby wake up
Don't you see that you're doing him a favour
And to top it off girl hes a player
It's crazy, it's a crazy kind of love

He should understand,
Everything you need
He should lay down the
World right at your feet
But I wanna say that
You should be with me
Cause I can make you happy

I ain't trying to be in your business
From the looks of things he don't care
So tell me why he ain't coming back yet
If you were mine girl I'de be there

Wake up, Baby wake up
Tell that zero that you
Went to get his weight up
He can't do nothing cause he got no paper
It's a crazy kind of love

I think you better wake up, baby wake up
Don't you see that you're doing him a favour
And to top it off girl hes a player
It's crazy, it's a crazy kind of love

Wake up, Baby wake up
Tell that zero that you
Went to get his weight up
He can't do nothing cause he got no paper
It's a crazy kind of love

I think you better wake up, baby wake up
Don't you see that you're doing him a favour
And to top it off girl hes a player
It's crazy, it's a crazy kind of love

Baby won't you wake up
You're doing him a favour
Favour...

realisation...

2009-04-24T00:45:00.000+08:00

Yay! finally get to session with my groove partner audrey! Feels good! HAHAHA! Gonna session more often together k gal! dinner with martin, chansee, kevin, jonas, fion, liting and audrey. then went back to session AGAIN! hardcore aren't we?!! HAHAH! then went for a stroll with Fion and Liting, my 2 mei mei! had a tok with them. haha! i think my choice is much clearer now that i've toked to them. thanks for sharing ur opinions and stuff with me!

and i know...

you are the 1st to come to my mind...

All we need now is more time.

to get to know each other,

to know whether if this will truly work out.

i dun want things to turn out bad just caused we rushed into it.

time will tell...

time will reveal...

Call You Tonight

2009-04-24T00:42:00.001+08:00

The stars must be your light, tonight
I believe this has to have a meaning
Lightning had to strike, tonight
'Cause the two of us are finally meeting
In this place, at this time
And I feel safe when I look in your eyes
I feel like I know you from another life
And it makes me wish I wasn't so pressed by time

I can't catch my breath cause you take it away
The best writer in town could not find words to say
How there's so many things I wanna get to know
I wish that I could stay but I gotta go so I'mma call you tonight
I will baby, just as soon as I get time alone
I'mma call you tonight, I will baby
Just as soon as I get home

That's the way it goes in life
You get busy when you just don't wanna
There's never enough time, day or night
You have to make it so baby, I'm gonna
Make a way to connect
'Cause your face is what I can't forget
I feel like I know you from another life
And it just makes me wish I wasn't so pressed by time

I can't catch my breath cause you take it away
The best writer in town could not find words to say
How there's so many things I wanna get to know
I wish that I could stay but I gotta go so I'mma call you tonight
I will baby, just as soon as I get time alone
I'mma call you tonight, I will baby
Just as soon as I get home

Destiny, I believe in it.
Meant to be don't you see it's possible
That this kind of magic, anything can happen
And if you wanna know then you'll stay by the phone

I can't catch my breath cause you take it away
The best writer in town could not find words to say
How there's so many things I wanna get to know
I wish that I could stay but I gotta go so I'mma call you tonight
I will baby, just as soon as I get time alone
I'mma call you tonight, I will baby
Just as soon as I get home

I'mma call you tonight, I will baby
Just as soon as I get home

love confusion

2009-04-23T00:32:00.002+08:00

and im falling in deeper and deeper...

gotta make a choice soon...

but...its just so difficult...

i need time... lotsa more time...

i dun wanna rush into things...really don't want to...

so... i guess we just have to wait and see...

I'm feeling it! =)

2009-04-23T00:19:00.002+08:00

session on tues was good! very focused, more disciplined and im sure those who were present each had a take away from that session. time to move out of our comfort zone and start being more versatile and open to more styles!

An an's class today is dope shit! lots of shuffling! I LIKE!! hahah! well, today's choreo definitely is right up my alley! Lots of feel when doing it! hahah!cool feel the music with the steps! YAY!

session today was dope too! had cyphers and battles and can really see everyone gradually improving, be it techniques, feeling the music or just being brave enought to step out to dance. Im sure together as a group/crew, we will be able to improve and be dope together! i could really feel a difference in my freestyle today. it really feels more free and not so constricted like how i normally feel when i freestyle! YAY! lotsa of things to improve on still tho! =)

working hard towards a doper me!

boring...

2009-04-21T01:37:00.001+08:00

well...the only interesting today was going for facial and tau huey with bev, simin, daniel and shi wei.pretty much nth else happened.training cancelled today... nobody jio me for crew outing also...

thoughts of love...

2009-04-20T00:52:00.005+08:00

Well...seems like everyone around me is either in love or is emo about love,heres just some random thoughts of mine on love!

call me naive, stupid or just plain silly. i really believe in true love. simple unadulterated but pure love. through my most recent relationship, i've managed to learn the meaning of sacrificial love. I really thought she was the one. the one im gonna get married with... but fate just seems to play tricks on us. One thing lead to the other... and i had to give her up because i love her... (its ok,im not emo over it anymore :) )

i've always wanted to find a girl who can be my girlfriend till we get married. start a family together, grow old, see our kids get married and start their own family, and die blissfully when we are old. nowadays,i dunno if its just for me. it is becoming increasingly difficult to do so. theres just so many things that canhappen to dampen the relationship. i've seen so many divorces happening in my family... that is probably why i am so particular with finding the right gal who really am willing to commit... and i hope i can be the right guy for my girl as well. i really hope to be... that is why... PATIENCE NIGER!hahaha! (martin u know wad im toking about right!)

ok..im tired! danced for 5 hrs today!wooo!gonna go to bed! =) i'll leave u guys with a quote!

We were given: Two hands to hold. Two legs to walk. Two eyes to see. Two ears to listen. But why only one heart? Because the other was given to someone else. For us to find.

Ovation Outing (night cycling)

2009-04-19T00:20:00.002+08:00

Night cycling rox!! Altho its only martin,chansee and me, its still considered an ovation outing la

huh! haha! Martin is a NOOB cyclist!hahah!oh man! the night was damn fun! But im too lazy to

describe it. check martin's or chansee's blog if you wanna know wad happened! hahah! well, we

decided we'll have an outing to go fishing! woo! cant wait man! its only the start of my 4 mth break

and its off to a great start! hahah!many more outings to come!ovation LOVE!!

EXAMS IS OVER!!

2009-04-18T11:43:00.002+08:00

YESSSSS!

EXAMS IS OVER!!

went out to chill with martin, ter, cs, 2 mei mei (liting & fion), ian, aloysious and lavonne.

Movie was not bad!hahah!haven watched a movie in ages! LOL!

The after movie chilling was not bad too!really toked alot!hahah!but mostly dance stuff (wad else?)

cant wait for night cycling later!wooo!!!

LAST DAY OF MUGGIN!!!

2009-04-17T00:32:00.002+08:00

OMG! LONG AWAITED DAY! WOO!! NO MORE MUGGING FOR 4 MONTHS!

YESSSSSSSSSS!!!!!

woke up at 10 even tho i slept like at 4+ am... studied at home before i went to sch at around

2pm. met up with karin to mug in the lib! Today was a productive day of mugging man! covered

alot of ground! silly karin kept slacking and napping... hahah! kept distracting me with her ability

to crack just about any part of her body. i swear shes is darn flexible! LOL! mugged till 11+ then

decided to head home! can't wait for tmr to be over! woo! but stupid martin kinda spoiled my

post exam euphoria by pang sehing for Jam & Hop. Asked me to go, so i decided not to book

Kate's LA hip hop class. Now i want go also cannot cause fully booked! ZZZ...now i just gotta

make other plans i guess...

Ovation Love! =)

2009-04-16T11:16:00.006+08:00

this are some of the pix we have taken tgt!

i like!

Ovation with some visitors!

Martin didi and fion mei mei

i like this pix! =)

RAWRRR!!

2009-04-16T00:22:00.002+08:00

CHERYL!!u made me look like a despo to my crew la!oh man...hahah!but it was very motivating tho!HAHAH!

I finally said wad i wanted to get out of my system during session today. Sorry if i offended anyone but thats really wad i honestly feel. Sessions should always have a take away and not just pure fun!if its like fooling around for every session, i rather spend my time training by myself. It is not the way to improve urself if theres not clear goal and objective in mind. We can still have fun and all, but we still gotta improve right!we can't always be stuck at where we are!

hope you guys know where im coming from!

Loving someone but you just can't show it...

2009-04-15T16:09:00.001+08:00

If You Love Someone
Put Their Name
In A Circle Not A Heart,
A Heart Can Break
But A Circle Goes On Forever

If I could have 3 wishes,
I wouldn't wish for the stars,
the moon,
the riches and this life.
But for 25 hours a day,
8 days a week,
and 13 months a year
to spend a longer time with you.

You never truly love a person
until the mere thought of
you hurting that loved one
is enough to break your own heart.

To Fear Love Is To Fear Life.

I cannot show you I love you.
Time will show you I love you.

this is a really sweet quote...i believe its really applicable for some of you out there. =)

Missin' you-trey songz

2009-04-15T14:29:00.002+08:00

[Chorus:]
I can't stop missing you, wish I was still with you
I can't stop missing you NO, NO, NO, NO
I can't stop missing you, wish I was still with you
I can't stop missing you, NO, NO, NO, NO

[Verse 1:]
I miss the way you kiss
I miss the way wear them heels and make it switch
Miss the way ya hair blows in the wind
And I miss you staying here till the morning
Miss the way you put on your makeup
Miss the way you love me too much
It's everything about you baby
Wanna know where you been lately
Do you go out, do you still live at your old house
Do you got somebody new in your life
Cuz I cant get you outta my mind

[Hook:]
And I wanna erase but I can't stop seeing your face
In every girl I try to replace
You with why cant I get over it
Simply cuz I cant

[Chorus:]
I can't stop missing you, (Cant Stop) wish I was still with you (With you)
I can't stop missing you NO NO NO NO
I can't stop missing you, (Cant stop) wish I was still with you (with you)
I can't stop missing you, NO, NO, NO, NO
I can't stop

[Verse 2:]
Missin everything you say,
Missin all the crazy love we made
Why'd you throw it all away
I want you to know its been hell tryna do this with out you here
Baby 07' supposed to be our year
You confront my worst fears
And I had my doubts every time you was going out
Cuz I knew you were tellin' me lies
And I can't get that outta my mind

[Hook:]
And I wanna erase but I can't stop seeing your face
In every girl I try to replace
You with why cant I get over it
Simply cuz I cant

[Chorus:]
I can't stop missing you, (Cant Stop) wish I was still with you (With you)
I can't stop missing you NO, NO, NO, NO
I can't stop missing you, (Cant stop) wish I was still with you (with you)
I can't stop missing you, NO, NO, NO, NO

[Bridge:]
Wish I, Could wake up and forget about you
Not tryin to call you when I know I want to
(O wish I,) I gotta fight this feeling cant let it take over me
You just don't understand how much you were apart of me

[Chorus:]
I can't stop missing you, (Oooo No) wish I was still with you (With you)
I can't stop missing you NO, NO, NO, NO
I can't stop missing you, (Cant stop) wish I was still with you (with you)
I can't stop missing you, NO, NO, NO, NO

[Chorus:]
I can't stop, missing you
I can't stop, missing you
(I don't wanna stop) I can't stop missing you
(Baby) I can't stop missing you,
No, No, No, No
I can't stop, Missin you

really like this song alot alot!

i cant stop missin you...

Screw the EXAMS!!

2009-04-15T00:38:00.003+08:00

OH MAN! I'm so gonna do BADLY for the exams today! It was %^$#^%$$ difficult...sigh...

But session today was DOPE!haha!very fun!some new peeps joined us today!seems like the session

group is gonna keep on expanding!woo!the after session tau huey was good too!

Realise through today's session that i actually have alot of basics to works on!looks like its a

back-to-basics training for me!won't mind though cuz im gonna be more dope after it!HAHAH!

Really looking for ward to the competition that Ovation Crew is gonna join! Hope all of us improve

through this dance comp! =)

all right!thats it for the night!am tired and the bed seems to be calling out to me!

gotta make a long post to see the whole page on my blog!

2009-04-13T23:54:00.006+08:00

HA

HA

HA

I got killer paper tmr!

So DEAD!

ANYWAY,

I'm

Posting

So

I

Can

See

The

Entire

PAge!

=)

Anyways, cheryl posted me this link!
it really goes to show how judgemental people can be sometimes without realising the gem that is inside every precious one of us. =) food for thought!

Blog revived!!

2009-04-13T21:49:00.003+08:00

haha!finally revived my blog!woo!will start blogging more regularly soon! =)